Is This The Path?

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Hilarion: This will bring us to a very important question that many people are considering. Is this the path? Am I doing what I came here for? There are levels in which the guides, helpers, and especially those who coached you before you came into your existence here in hearing this question, struggle with it. They struggle at times between laughing and crying. Because the laughter is about how could you have possibly forgotten with all of the studying, all of the energy, all of the things that you were attracted to in childhood? All of the friendships that you rejected that were not along that path and all of the ones you accepted that were. But, crying in the way in which you would seriously recognize for yourself that you truly, deeply strive for this awakening and when you encounter it at times, walk away from it as if to say, “This is not me, this is not the energy that I came in with. It is too frightening, too much responsibility, too much this or too much that.” No, it is not that they cry because of your grief at forgetting what you are here for. 

That was part of the plan. It was part of most individuals’ idea in coming here. But not everybody. There are a few individuals who are very clear about this as they evolve. Not necessarily remembering, that is to say that they remember and recognize all of the aspects of what they worked on before they came into their bodies, but they instead simply recognize that they are here for certain, specific things that give them joy, that are important to them. So, the question, “What am I here for?” The contracts and so on, it doesn’t even come up for them. 

This is very important to recognize because it gives you a little hint as to how these energies unfold. That even in those individuals who are on the path, a filter exists as to how much of this they know for themselves. You begin to recognize the training for this of course. That it is teaching you about your intuition, about your sense of trust, about your willingness to come from the heart in answering such a question and not your mind. And that these often are difficult but take a lot of practice, therefore, a lot of incarnations before you get it right. And from again the point of view of guides and helpers, you are forgiven if you get it wrong. Because you are here primarily for most people to learn about that process of getting it right, of coming from the heart, of interacting with other people, to learn from them, to learn about yourself and so on. Not to accomplish one great important task. 

This is a very confusing state of affairs, but as with all things the idea of as above, so below, the various ways of the Law of Reflection manifesting itself in so many ways on your planet. You are surrounded by variety in nature, in relationship, in information. In various aspects all around you, you see, rather than anything being homogenous, everything then has so many differences. Is this not an important hint to you? That you are not here for the one thing, you are here for the many things. 

This does not in any way take away from certain important tasks to be accomplished, things you are going to focus on, contracts you have created for yourself and so on. But when you understand this overall point of view at first that you are here to learn many things by experiencing them, you then perhaps can make the first step towards knowing your contracts, having a deeper sense and more importantly, awakening your memory of what you were doing in your planning stages before you came into this life. And that means relaxing about it. Taking a step back, laughing or crying with it. Not being so serious about that one pointed purpose that you forget and ignore the beauty around you. 

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