Who Or What Is Experiencing This Right Now? and 2012

Hilarion: Many of the questions today are those that are about the future and one can say with some degree of certainty that to the extent to which you find a question like this, “Who or what is experiencing me, us, this, right now?” To the extent to which you find that question uncomfortable and difficult then it can be a little easier to ask other questions such as what will happen in such and such or what about the coming such and that? But, as you come to understand this you can also recognize that in the now the answering of this question as it is a personal answer for you comes a different answer. An answer that if you keep on asking it, that if you keep finding your way into it, if you keep welcoming it, those other questions, those ones about the future seem to have a little less hold on you. They are a little less fear provoking.

For this we must put out the possibility that a great deal of the brouhaha about these issues of the future for humanity is being put forth specifically to engender fear, to keep you away from looking inside for your own answers, to keep you in this position where you look outside for help. The first level of this, so obvious, is when you look outside the timeframe at such and such time all of these things will occur and that is what is going to provide all of this which is missing; a sense of security, to feel loved, opportunity to feel safe and all of that.

Well, of course you understand that those are internal experiences and you'll never be able to derive those from the external. Yet, it is in this opportunity to welcome, to find this in yourself to find any way possible through this that those questions are encouraged. So you have this way in which, as if through opposite expression, through the encouragement of fear and encouragement of deeper inquiry such questions are being strengthened through humanity’s consciousness more so now than ever.

This is particularly available now in the Northern Hemisphere at this time because the group consciousness is better connected, the opportunity to reach out not because the night is longer but because people have this deeply within their own cycle or clock or year, that this is the time of the energy that is associated with the group. Earth has this too, we have often likened the changing of the seasons to earth’s breathing and you could say that in the time of the solstice that the Earth's cycle is fully unbalanced at the level of the complete in breath or the complete out breath depending on whether you are looking at it from northern or southern hemisphere perspective. That is also true.

For those hearing our words though, hold this now as the in breath. The moment in which all of a sudden you are going to draw in a wonderful, delightful sort of answer, a sense of being, of connectedness. Not because of the process, not because something is doing to you anything or the world, but simply because you choose it. This is the real meaning you see of 2012; of this turning of ages and cycles. It is not nearly so much about that which is external, the alignment with particular planets, galaxies, energies of the center of these galaxies so very far away and all of that. As much as it is the collective consciousness that people agree that at that time all of these energies will then be available and so a few people in looking at the nature of how the calendar of the Mayan and the Gregorian have overlapped have questioned, what is the timing on this?

Here you see then an answer emerges. It is that which is agreed upon in the collective consciousness more than it is an actual date because if you actually do this carefully with the mathematics you would see that that which is ascribed to what the Mayans consider and people now have alluded to as December 21, 2012 is that of December 21, 2010. Right here, right now. But does right here, right now have a different meaning in the context of what we've already been talking about? That really that energy which you welcome which is in your being that which is available to you is right here right now simply because you have chosen it to be? So, it would actually be very good if you could somehow choose right here right now tomorrow and the next day and so on.

That simply means for you that you are welcoming being here, being present, being aware. But the collective consciousness does not work that way, the collective consciousness that of the majority of human beings on your planet have an agreed sort of thing that if they are looking toward the future, if they are interested in what is called the turning of the ages, that which is the shift into another age or shift into another way of being all the rest of it many, many, many of them have already agreed that this is going to occur in about two years in the time around the middle of December of 2012 and so on. Therefore really the question is why wait? If that which is what you see as a beautiful thing, helpful thing, and so on could be then useful to you why not choose it now?

The beautiful thing about the nature of this collective consciousness is that the majority of humanity is not involved. A few people are, a few percent perhaps and this will likely increase as the time approaches but for most people it is going to be that which is an interesting sideline and of no direct value. Of course, what is going to occur then is election time, the bringing of another president, a great focus of energy in the USA on such energies as that of presidential shift, change in power and all of those things and this will probably be seen by more individuals as a little more important.

But, in that time that is to come, this opportunity of people to share energies has a rather interesting sort of parallel. One can see so many times in the past where energy has been built up to this and a particular change such as harmonic convergence, such as the turning into the year 2000, such as other important times in humanity's past and the interesting thing is that those people who are most likely to be powerfully touched by this and most interested in it go through that time.

On the other side of it most of them unaffected or affected only slightly do not throw it all away. They do not say we were led down some sort of yellow brick road and we must jettison new thought or new age ideas. Rather, they simply recognize one of two pathways: one is that they get the lesson. They understand those energies that they developed, thinking of a particular time in the future was helpful to them. That those energies that they developed were helpful in their meditations, in their preparation those are things they can build on and are energies of helping others, of interacting in the world in a more conscious and clear way perhaps, or things that were more available to them because of this sense of preparation.

Other individuals however not really understanding all of this, simply make a leap usually within a few days, but sometimes within a few months to another time. There are already individuals talking about important dates in 2015. At this stage this may seem a little odd to you, some would even find it humorous but there is within the collective consciousness an energy that is always looking forward to some time in which something of a precarious, important, profound or transformative nature will happen to you.

Now, when you understand the point of that, that it can be helpful in preparation but at some point the soul recognizes in clarity what this is really about, about now, about awakening something in you, about asking if that time was now how would I be different? What would I be doing? How would I shift my own consciousness? What could I contribute if I knew that whatever was significant of that time was occurring now? Now, there are those who would say that that is not only a useful exercise but is actually part of the 2012 energy.

For this, we heartily agree. By its very nature it has begun a new cycle. You can follow us with this, it is a bit of a stretch but that which is to occur could be conceived of that which is occurring and it is creating waves in time and those waves are rippling back in time to right now and in particular from this time beginning at December 21, 2010 until that time of December 21 of 2012. These energies intensify, solidify, become tangible are more available are those which can have a more profound effect on everyone.

In other words, from here on out you can say that when you are feeling a wave of energy you are feeling the 2012 wave. How can we possibly make such a statement in light of our emphasis on the present? That is where you understand we are not in a position to criticize the consciousness that needs to have the sense of a future projection in order to access awareness now. 

We do not criticize this, we simply accept it and we do so with one particular important analogy for you. You would at times criticize those who would project the image of a religious deity, of a particular mode of thought, of Sharia law in one religion or Catholic law in another, or particular ways through fear of enforcing militaristic rule in another and so on and so forth.

It is as if by this analogy we are reminding you, you have a bit of this too. As limited as it may seem in your thinking, the opportunity to project your consciousness to that which would seem beyond your ability to touch, to know, to work with any conscious way here and now. After all, where is 2012? You can't point to it. You can't even say what direction it's in. You can't even recognize it for that which could anyway be tangible just as all of these aspects of religion or politics or belief show up for people. It simply points out to you one of the first and important tenets of this question about clarity.

In finding clarity it is important to recognize that which stands in the way of this. That which is actually as humans have called it for millennia “superstition.” Now what is that except that which is a belief that the mind is able to wrap around for an ulterior motive for the purpose of reducing fear, having more love, bringing great luck or whatever it is within your own culture or religion that draws you into superstition.

This at the fundamental level, at the way in which the animal brain works has a purpose of course. It is simply an extension of the old ways when you would eat purple berries and they made you sick then you would know to stay away from purple berries. Hence, the beginning of superstition. You do not understand it, you do not have the technology at that stage in your own development, you simply know to stay away from purple berries and at that point you will certainly be more likely to survive. Because you can transmit this to your children and their children until nobody even understands why they don't wear purple anymore.

The whole point of it though is not about that of the thing anymore, you see. It simply is that in which the brain is allowing you this opportunity to grab onto something in order to correct a condition you recognize needs to shift and the clarity then is not just into the resistance to the superstition. But, asking the inquiry looking deeper at what is it about this that I need? What sense of the longing do I really want here? What energy gives me a sense of greater safety or love or companionship? What is it that I really want from this? If I had the experience I was most interested in having as a result of my understanding of 2012? What would that look like? What would that feel like? Where would it land in my body and can you give that experience right here, right now to the fullness of your ability?

Now, this is very important to understand because there are those who might say clarity must relate to specific professions. The most obvious and common though not mentioned by the questioner is that of education. Where you are teaching something you are generally then bringing greater clarity to the world. But, it is the attitude that can take anything that is symbolic that which needs greater understanding even those things that would seem the opposite of clarity. Those aspects that are fully enmeshed with entertainment and simply bring to them deeper understanding by asking, by looking consciously, what is the purpose of this? What is the energy that is available? How do I want to feel as a result of this? How can I give myself that feeling in a different way and so on?

In this world there is a constant mix of consolation and clarification. This balance of entertainment and evolution and yet you always have the choice in everything you do to bring by greater questioning, by greater inquiry, by greater understanding, more clarity into even the most purely entertaining situations.

But, just as the consciousness of each individual is working with these aspects of the ability to project to the future in order to feel safer. So, also is within human consciousness to entertain itself, to enjoy, to seek pleasure, to understand this and ultimately its purpose, that of the simple message that you deserve to feel good, that you deserve some degree of pleasure, of water, of light, of energy.

So, the real key to clarity is that gradually, lifetime after lifetime in asking about clarity you come to recognize where true pleasure for you resides. This is a very difficult one now because you have had lifetimes where this has been of self-importance as a monk perhaps, or as an aesthetic, or someone who pushed away the trappings of daily life and the pleasures of the body. You have had times in-between lives where you didn't have access to those pleasures. The pleasures came from pure light perhaps or from a new understanding of how to help others by influencing them with your consciousness and your guidance.

But, ultimately the real understanding of clarity is not outside the way in which you are projecting your consciousness into a job or who you are working with or even finding the symbols in everyday life. It is inside. It is about that which truly brings you pleasure. This is the true joining of clarification and consolation. Could that which brings you the greatest degree of change, that which is the most challenging, that which gives you the greatest degree of insight, transformation, evolution be that which is most desirable? Be that which is most pleasurable? Be that which your soul seeks out?

This really is another facet of the true nature of why people tend to feel disconnected and why they are seeking their soul-mate or why they sense that there is something missing at times or they are looking for this journey home. It is because at the fundamental level, at the level of the soul you have already made that decision.

We are simply speaking now to people in bodies, most of those who are hearing our words because it was a lot of work to get here. The soul had to get through all of that stuff to get into the body of a baby, to get that baby to grow up, to learn, to interact with its parents, its teachers, its world. It was a lot of work and you knew how much work it would be before you did it and you chose to do it anyway. You are committed powerfully and deeply at the soul level to clarification, to learning, to becoming alive, to experiencing all of this at any cost no matter how painful or difficult you have chosen to be here. So, really much of this sense of separation is simply because you do not act that way, you do not allow that in your life, you do not acknowledge this thirst of the soul to be, to exist.

So, really when we ask such a question as, “Who or what is experiencing this moment now?” Its intent is not just for an answer or a feeling. It is as if to contact that thirst, that sense within the soul that has brought you here in the first place. This is not the whole picture though. Because as soon as you get into the world here what do you see? Other people. You see them all around you especially as a baby and these other people have a profound influence on your life and people seem to keep on coming from so many quarters in so many ways and the population on this planet continues to increase. The symbol here is very clear to you that this deeper question of clarification is about the group, is about everyone and that is the other thing you are here to understand and learn. But, this is not something for which we have an answer already mapped out as we do around this issue of the thirst of the soul to be. Because what are all of these souls going to do when they all understand together what is this group consciousness going to ultimately decide for itself? Because the decision has not yet been made because the collective consciousness of humanity has not reached a point in which that is seen as very important. It is really up for grabs.

It is hoped by many who watch humanity’s development, many extraterrestrials, guides, helpers, the beings who love humanity but do not incarnate as humans, it is hoped very much that humans will recognize their true unique characteristic to love, to truly, powerfully allow this energy as that which is a connectedness, a powerful way simply of projecting that sense in your heart, that sense of caring, that sense of positive regard.

It is the energy of that collective consciousness of billions at the same time coordinated by our simulations and what computers we have available to us emanates a tremendous power. A power to heal, a power to heal whole civilizations, whole stars, potentially even ultimately galaxies. This is not to say there are sick galaxies or stars, although you do know of some of them but clearly in the way in which humanity can heal itself, the greatest challenge is now before you.

This is very important to understand in light of the various questions because it is as if the real key is in the turning inward. That you are asking that which is outside and the answer is that which is somehow inside. So this is connecting around this issue of clarification, touching on some of these issues. This might be a moment then when Jill could make a contribution with a question or two.

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9/11

Will the full story of the 9/11 World Trade Center bombing come out?

Hilarion: Yes. Eventually this shows up as every conspiracy, every issue, all of those things, the hidden agendas eventually come forth. The timing on this typically tends to be one generation. So that today's generation is learning about the truth about what occurred in the Vietnam War era and all of the conspiracies then, that were seen simply as fancy as they are now seen as reality. But, that is not the real question of course, it is the perspective. How to hold this? The things that we have spoken about today where people can find a perspective that can somehow balance and see the larger possibility. The reason for this, is the opportunity for those in positions of power to exert their power, more powerfully, more clearly and this seems to be what on the surface, was occurring with the Islamic connection.

But, at the deeper level, the truth about this that those in positions of power, by exerting more fear on the US population could then have all of this power concentrated into their own hands more powerfully, more strongly and that which would continue even past their own administration, into others. All of these things and their perspective must be understood from the position that holds those appropriately; that they have felt fear, that they have felt powerless. 

Can they be seen as loving? Can they be seen as powerful? Can you hold this in yourself that there is a part of you that might seek at times to exert power over others just in order to feel that you are deserving? That you are powerful? That you are alive? That you are here? Can you take a step backwards from all of this as if to love?

As if the many armed goddess El Shaddai, as if the beautiful divine being, the energy of love that flows through you? Can this be held to encompass, to love all of these possibilities, to see the deservedness in the energies of all of these beings in their own way? Still receiving, knowing love, expansion, caring, compassion. It is within this aspect of the emerald light cylinder that we remind you to send love to somebody you care for deeply. 

As you feel it in your heart, expand it so that it may touch everyone and in your own imagination bring into the cylinder of light these other people. The Bush's, or the Bin Laden's, but also those in your family, those in your community, those you have had a struggle with, all of them loved. Held in this energy as it is intensified by your breathing, as it intensifies by your connection to the answer to the question, "who is experiencing this?" To the connection of infinity, of all of it. This inter-connectedness, this knowledge that you are not separate, that you are all loved. To know this, to feel it, to breathe it. This brings benefit. It brings shift but it also brings the reality; the sense that all of this is possible. As you feel that reality so also others feel this. 

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Brown's Gas

Hilarion: At the same time, in looking into the aspects that have occurred this year there is a greater degree of hope around certain technologies that have been present on your planet before. Some minor but significant breakthroughs in the development of technologies that can produce great amounts of energy without polluting; while at the same time, they would as technologies be very difficult to make into weapons of mass destruction unlike a variety of other technologies that have been investigated to some extent in the past. 

Principally, around the new discoveries with Brown's Gas or more appropriately called, "Rhodes Gas," these energies may yield automobiles that drive on minuscule amounts of water and power generators that can generate significant levels of electricity on minuscule amounts of water. The amounts are so small that there is very little likelihood of depleting the water reserves on your planet and at the same time it would be difficult to initiate any large scale reactions with these. Thus, not being able to use it as a weapon. In the meantime, as people are investigating this they are encouraged to get involved, to do as much as possible with those who are bringing information forward because it is being shared largely, openly, without patents, without consideration for trademark, without the desire for those involved to make a buck from it. But, rather to share the information wherever possible. 

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Hilarion Comments on the Pineal Gland and a Free Pineal Gland Attunement Download

Q. There's a question about the pineal gland. What can you suggest in general to increase the health and functionality of the pineal gland and in particular the combination of skate oil and butter oil to reduce the so-called calcification in the pineal?

Hilarion : Various fats are tremendously helpful, not just for the pineal though. Butter oil is going to do all kinds of interesting and helpful things; but is it superior to raw, unsalted butter? Certainly not. And indeed, oftentimes those basic unprocessed foods, are going to be easier to absorb, more helpful, and ultimately create the change needed on your planet. Where there is not the concentration in the hands of supplement producers, pharmalogical companies, individuals, but rather on your family cow. On your relationship to the Earth and those who share it with you; and thus the co-op by which you own and share a cow in your local neighborhood. Thus, a community forms, and various energies associated with that, etc.

But the pineal gland is one that is the most misunderstood and is in many ways mysterious. So necessary, so needed, particularly in a child. Yet, that which has so many controversial, unknown and continuing-to-be-investigated effects. Generally speaking though, the holistic point of view, everything in your body, having its role, having its benefit and so on. This of course applies. Yet in an accident that may befall someone where the head is severely injured, when pineal ceases to function, or is removed, the person is able to get along. So this deeper understanding of it as a psychic function, as a connection to the 7th chakra, as an awareness of all kinds of subtle energies; this remains, and will continue, until people truly understand it.

The most important aspect to understand with pineal is that more than the aspect of that which can make it stronger, is the way in which it is so incredibly sensitive to a variety of influences that make it weaker. Avoiding those influences, and various ways in which you repeatedly simply exercise it, by various intuitive exercises, sense of higher connection to higher consciousness exercises; deeper love and sense of questioning your reality.

That is usually going to be sufficient. This may seems a little strange when afterall, the pineal might seems to have so many beneficial effects if it is strengthened. But where you can go wrong with this, is that when the pineal becomes stronger, its ability to absorb, also becomes stronger. It can therefore more easily absorb a variety of toxins that it is particularly sensitive to.

Those that are stronger than others will primarily include three specifics. The first is aluminum. Aluminum in various alloys, in pure metal, in combination with other materials; aluminum in various ways in which it can obstruct and create various inter-conductivity within the nerve structures surrounding the pineal, and other things continue to be problematic. Second is fluoride. Fluorides do appear to significantly curtail the function of the pineal at the higher rates in which it is working with more light energies, subtle energies and energies that are entirely non-physical. Thirdly is the sensitivity to electromagnetics.

This continues across the entire electromagnetic spectrum, though for most people, the higher frequencies in the range of one to six gigahertz are the most problematic. These are being commonly utilized in a variety of computer networks, cellphone networks, and various other wireless networks, and these do seem to be taking their toll. This is not always a bad thing of course, if the pineal is able to function in such difficult environments, and then those environments are starved, the pineal can have a sudden explosion of energy, in which various higher consciousness states, and other things may be felt. Generally speaking though, the idea of reducing the influence by reducing what is ingested, of aluminum, fluorides, and exposure to electromagnetics, is going to be just as important as any building that can be done for the pineal.

Combination of oils should generally be those which are about 50% building, and 50% cleansing, for most people's pineal benefit. Thus, a fish oil, and a butter oil, might have much benefit. But overtime, for the pineal to also heal and strengthen, cleansing would be necessary. So a vegetable oil, in particular, avocado oil; may prove very helpful in allowing this cleansing. But generally speaking, the idea is that your body will naturally in its own way, gravitate towards those things which are most helpful. Working with various cravings, allowing exercise, movement, and gentle massage at the head. These can also be very useful.


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Pineal Dimensional Attunement

Instructions

The purpose of listening to this 5:47 recording is to stimulate an increased awareness of, and to activate energetic potentials within the crystalline structures that reside within the pineal gland.

In this esoteric view, the pineal crystals (that are embedded within the pineal gland) operate like a type of cosmic-antennae that can be tuned to the higher vibrational-realms of light. This is, in fact, the intended purpose for listening to this psychoacoustic catalyst.

It is best to listen to this sound meditation with stereo headphones. Any type of headphones, even ear buds, will work fine.

As you listen to the recording, place the focus of your attention in the center area of your head, where the pineal gland is located. Imagine that the sounds are coming from out of the pineal gland, even though in reality, the sounds are coming in through your ears. This simple shift in perceptual imagination will generate a more powerful mind-altering experience.

You can, if you wish, listen to the recording multiple times in one listening session. However, do note that repeated listening of this track can create a type of psycho-spiritual cleansing reaction. If you experience such a reaction, stop listening. Take a break, and then listen to the sequence just once a day until your energetic system has adjusted to the increased light activation of the pineal.

An Important Note:

Normally in the mastering process of a recording, certain frequencies are toned down so that the recording can be played back on a wide range of different systems. In this case, none of the frequencies have been toned back for obvious reasons. This means that if you play the recording on a low quality system (without headphones), the speakers of your playback system may have a hard time handling all the frequencies. In other words, your system may distort the sounds and/or you may hear a vibration in the speakers. This problem can be completely avoided if you listen to the recording with headphones, which is the best way to listen to it anyway.

~Tom Kenyon

Vaccines

Can you comment on what we do to our children when we immunize them? 

Hilarion: Well, there are many different problems that come from this. Some have been studied with reference to the specific bacteria and other substances that are injected. There are many difficulties that arise from this of course. Yet we see concurrent to this are high levels of mercury that are injected into the human being. Mercury is a difficult toxic substance for the body to get rid of under the best of circumstances, and when it is injected it goes directly to weak organs. These organs will be different at different stages of life, and as they are affected dramatically, many differences in immune response, physical health, various aspects of the respiratory system, nervous system, digestive system, and so on, are definitely damaged and affected. 

Pulling mercury out of the body is one important solution, and it is difficult to do because with injection, these substances go much deeper than they would simply by breathing the mercury emitted my mercury fillings or mercury as taken in even through the digestive system through fish or various toxic substances. And so certainly it is best if possible to avoid these. There are many studies of these matters, and there are those who would relate to it as fear: "I am afraid that if I do not give my child the dead bacteria mixed with mercury that then they are going to have the cleansing reactions that are called--" and then you have all the different names of the diseases: diptheria, typhus, whooping cough, smallpox, polio, etc. With each disease, if you name it, quite apart from the experience that you are giving the child, you will then recognize the fear. Fear of loss, fear of death, fear of destruction, fear that relates to all of primordial fears back into humanity's past histories, fear of the plague, fear of contamination, fear of other humans, fear of death. 

Certainly to face death and to understand it, to welcome it if necessary will be necessary as part of any evolutionary, any awakening, any enlightening, any clarifying principle. This also can be true for the parents who choose not to vaccinate. This could be seen as an opportunity. Although most would only then cling to the fear. And so it is a difficult matter that faces everyone about these matters. 
Homeopathy has stepped in at times to alleviate these fears by giving some semblance at a higher vibrational level of the disease so that hopefully the child will not then have to get that disease. But you must ask the right question here. "What is the purpose of disease?" Disease as bacteria, virus, parasite, etc., manifests in nature to clean up, to clean up the environment, to break down various toxic materials, to rebuild. And so it is also in the human body. You see this in the forest, so why not apply it to the human being? 

As such, then, you will understand that vaccines are not necessary if the body is sufficiently healthy from receiving sufficient nurturing nourishing food that the clearing out process engendered by even these seemingly deadly and difficult bacteria, viruses, and parasites will not be necessary. That is, you don't need to get polio because the muscles in your legs do not need to be cleaned out of the toxic substances that have been put into them by what you have eaten, by what you have inherited, by what you have received from the environment, or even by what has been injected into your body. 

So it is a difficult matter to turn the tide in the middle of all in your society when there is so much fear, but ultimately it is the fear which will lead you to the shift. See that as the primary most important factor involved with vaccines, and you will then perceive the larger truth. Because, after all, in working with any substance that is added to the physical body, there are questions your society has already posed: "What double blind peer-reviewed studies have been done of this particular nutrient, this particular substance, and most importantly (already in the world) this particular drug?" Those questions are being asked and answered. Your FDA, your various government agencies in every country seek to answer this question methodically, academically, scientifically. But they have not answered that question, and it must be posed to the question of vaccines. Why are vaccines exempt from this? 

As you understand the laws that have been lobbied and passed by the pharmaceutical companies and others, you will understand how to dismantle this, and how to bring peer-reviewed double blind studies back into vaccine research, which will ultimately answer the question, at least on a practical level, without dealing with the fear issue or the mercury issue. It will be a good start.

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Hilarion on the Rainbow Children Now Being Born

Hilarion: Many times these beings have waited, and in many cases a very long time, far longer than the usual span of about 35 or 40 years. Perhaps waiting in some cases hundreds of years. So, the very first thing is they find it very difficult. What is this body I am in? How does this work and how can I manifest those things I need to and they get very frustrated with it. To be patient with them, to love them, to show them the way you do, but then to imagine that you are somehow showing them a completely different language: the language of the stars, the language of the planets, the language of the vibration itself, the language of atoms, the language of water, these can stretch the metaphor of language, but still it can help you communicate.

As they grow older, they will often find that they must then connect. Connect with others who understand them. That is not probably under most circumstances going to be you. You might as well accept that fact early on, so that you can help them in connecting with the others who have come here to form this larger rainbow energy or in the earlier generation the indigo energy. To understand this, to be a part of it, it is hard for them, but they find it much easier when you are supportive of that. Sometimes this does not always make sense. They may ask you to do or say something that is a little difficult for you but if you can find a way to do this in love and at the same time asking the right questions it can help a lot.

At the physical level, there is the impression of the old on the new. The idea of the old ways, drug substances for instance, patterns of eating that enforce various old ways of seeing how the body works and so on and so forth. These must be broken through. You must find what works and find a way in which this can be healthy and awakening for yourself and the children you are around. Sometimes, the drugs may have the desired effect as for instance, where there is attention deficit disorder and that is diagnosed when of course, a child is simply putting their attention on something else. Then you are going to kill that, stop it and bring it right back here into what the teachers are saying and the drudgery of schoolwork or whatever.

That is fine for a little while, but you will have repercussions to this of course. So in utilizing drugs, do this as sparingly as possible and if at all possible, find another way. A way through appropriate venues of teaching, far better more natural foods, and especially sufficient raw fats, because many times through the generational deficiencies their mothers and their mothers mother’s in particular, not having sufficient fats. The nervous system is not as developed as it could be. This could be developed even later in life but the longer you wait, the longer it takes. This is nonlinear, that is an individual at 20 years old is probably going to take another 20 years to fully develop the nervous system in the body. But an individual who is only 10 will probably only take 10 years. So this nonlinear understanding allows you to see how beneficial it is to provide appropriate food when they are young.

In addition to this, they often have specific things that they are here to learn and many things, they are here to teach. They often have access to levels of understanding that are difficult for you to understand. Easy for them, but difficult for them to express to you because you can’t understand what they're saying. If you can simply set aside that for instance, to sit with them in the place of all possibilities by asking yourself the question, “Who or what is experiencing this right now?” As you sit with this the openness that comes with asking this in all innocence as if you are a child yourself can help you in your experience of openness and awakening to the child.

Gradually, what forms from this is a perspective that they can be open to other levels of consciousness, other ways of seeing things; other ways of doing things in the world. Many of the children now coming in want that very much; a world where the ways that don't work can be gradually let go of and these new ways can be rapidly assimilated. They may find this difficult to do with older people so they will focus on it much more with themselves, with their own generation, and their own way of doing things.

Although this is possible, it can lead to greater levels of rebellion and have been seen in the past. It is more likely that individuals who understand this, who are of the older generation can assist by showing these children that there are these other possibilities. That they do not have to make assumptions about all of this, they can indeed communicate the higher vibration.

2010 Spring channeling
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Am I Indigo and When Exactly Does the Indigo Age Start?

Lori: Am I an indigo and when exactly does the indigo age start? (I asked this question in 2005)

Hilarion: Indigo has been on your planet for 2,917 years with the first incarnation in Egypt of the first Indigo child. This would be the official start of the ray. The age could be seen to have its beginning in 1986 with the highest influx of indigo children reaching its peak.

Along the way a number of individuals have incarnated with direct association with this ray. You are one of these but it is not your only ray. You have two and this is quite common. Many individuals will have them typically as a cone inside the head. One inside the other. For you the outer ray is the emerald green. The inner is the indigo. Each of these has their own capacities and can work with you on different levels.

The full awakening of the Indigo ray consciousness has not yet occurred on earth. This is approximately five to seven years out though this is difficult to predict with certainty. This is when the indigo children come into a higher level of maturity. They may look to individuals such as yourself or others for innate guidance. Part of what you're doing here is providing a path, showing them a way forward; presenting some opportunities. But it is also to receive their gifts. What they will provide at higher levels of inter-connectivity for all of humanity. A grid is already established for this and tuning in to this and becoming one with it may be an important part of what you do.

As a result, the next age or the deeper awareness of where this goes to probably focalizing around 2012 or so, will be an energy of a shared being-ness potentially called, "The Gold Ray. "This energy may be that which allows the indigo connectivity to have its true effect in the world. Imagine the idea of the indigo children running your world and you get a sense of the potential where this could go.

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My life reading with Hilarion

The following is a "life reading" I had with Hilarion. I am very grateful for Hilarion's assistance over the years. You can ask Hilarion any question you want. Nothing is off limits.

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Lori: Can you please tell me the names of my spirit guides?

Hilarion: You have five within your guidance group. They each have different talents and capabilities. One, you have known, as the female Archangel of Hope, Derdeka in the past. And she has important capacities to engage various opportunities for you to release belief patterns, to find new ones. To create energies in ways that were not easily available to you before as a result.

It is a difficult matter sometimes as the expression goes to "get out of your own way." But, this eventually provides a true understanding of hope. As a result, the bridge between you and this guide will often come from the sense of awareness of hope in your chest; a sense of opening or a capacity of warmth, an expansion sort of energy. Some of this connection may be felt more strongly at the nape of the neck and there can be an awareness at times of a Violet light helping along this process.

Another guide you have known as Kareena and Kareena's capacity is to in any way possible to help you find humor, play, and enjoyment.

Rama is another guide and his capacity to assist you is with discovering deeper levels of your own sense of power; your ability to assert various opportunities you have in the world and in creating expressive ideas outwardly for others to understand. But these will always be aligned with Athena's energy of this towards the purpose of discovering ultimate truth.

There are twins who work with you regularly. They have had many names for you. But the names symbolizing the Hopi, for sun and moon that is Dawa and Nyma, respectively. In understanding these, they are to give you the sense that you have within you always dualistic opportunities to connect. You can learn this side of something but you can learn the other side too; to blend these aspects in yourself, to connect them in some way. To find some energy of these that can be balanced or somehow brought to the next higher level. This is what can be coordinated amongst all of these guides to find a sense of a higher reality.

Struggling with the law of opposite expression has been of important concern to you in past lives. You have largely come to some awareness or peace with this. But it keeps popping up. As you study it you may find certain levels of inspiration because it is a connecting point between you and the twins. Their ability to help you understand different aspects of the world, from this point of view may eventually give rise to a deeper understanding of the entire creative process.

Creativity has been a very important part of your life. Each of these guides has different areas to contribute in this arena. You may find additional benefit and at the same time an attunement to the entire creative process that the guides help with.

The ability of the guides to bring through creative spark, different energies, etc. is very important. Always a way in which an energy of a positive, helpful nature, combines with that which is purely fun, entertainment and expressed for the sake of others; bringing the opportunity for deeper awareness naturally.

Sometimes this isn't your own awareness. That is the purpose of this creativity, this expression, is to inspire others to discover their deeper awareness. And it is this which you have in common with all of these guides: a strong sense that other people awakening is important and that this will be valuable.

Path of assistance is a powerful truth path, one that will repeatedly give you deeper understanding of your own ability to help others and your capacity to improve the world. This therefore will also be what you share in common by whatever means, not just creativity with these other guides.

Before you came into this life, in the inter-missive period, you mapped out several potential life paths for yourself. One of these was the awakening of deeper levels, intuition, unconscious understanding and ultimately uncovering what you came for here, all of these paths leading towards the same ultimate result, that of discovering of truth. Clear truth. Pure truth.

In point of fact your deeper affiliation is not with our energy as much as it is with the consciousness that is aligned with the feminine side of this energy. Her name is Pallas Athena and you have known her in various aspects in the past. But again focus on truth and the awareness of truth energy as she was created at pure light. It is this which remains available to you at many levels and that we are certainly grateful to assist.

Lori: What past lives have I had with Derdeka the Angel of Hope?

It doesn't really work that way she really gets around a lot. In terms of interacting with people in so many different ways but probably one of maximum value was one in which during an incarnation in Atlantis you became involved with a project. It had its own name in Atlantean, it translates fairly well to what you would say today as the “Angel Project,” and this was an attempt to make far deeper contact with beings who guide and assist humanity and in this one was able to create a bridge sort of energy to many different angelic beings.

During this time period, few of those involved recognized there was something more going on than communication that it was about a sort of merging, an energy that was a powerful connection between worlds or vibrations. You recognized this and extended your own energy so that others could work with it in a more direct fashion. Though it's not really like channeling angels it was perhaps that which you would remember as this or have a vision of this because what it actually was is not something that you have experience for in this life.

But this idea that the angelic energy could be present within you, could be available through you, could touch you or work through you to others. This sort of idea of it became the real foundation of "The Angel Project," and that which eventually affected everyone on the planet. This was a deepening of the ability to contact and work with these beings in a way that would be helpful and useful and would also provide for them a sense of what humanity had to bring, a sense of love or companionship or caring for the earth or various other things that could be made available.

In working in these directions different angels at various times would present different ideas, different ways of being, different things that could come through and it was important that you experienced all of these. Each of them had their own ways but as you would come to understand these you would of course be touched differently by each one.

Derdeka gave you a vision of humanity, a sense of what was possible for humanity that filled you with a sense of hope, possibility of potential, of all kinds of beautiful energies. She saw that this could be perhaps a burden to you not because of the uplifting part of it but because when you are trapped in seeing that which is ahead, that which is not present here it can seem as if that would never show up or could somehow be put forward when in fact it is that which is available right now.

So, as such then a deeper contact was necessary. You would see through her eyes that humanity has this capability, this ability to connect somehow to something at a higher level right now, immediately at any time. This was not just about hope, as is the typical association anyone has with Derdeka but it was about something deeper; a way perhaps of seeing your place in all of this.

So at various times since then you have had different opportunities to interact with guides, helpers and so on. But, in this life you have had a connection to humanity as a whole. Understanding aware energies that are personal to you could somehow be expanded, touching others, working with others in different ways. You could not do this unless you had at some level, hope; an understanding of what is possible for humanity in a positive regard. In the opportunity for greater advancement, evolution or some way even just of knowing and enjoying yourself more. So, in this way you see what you are doing, what you are doing in the world by your actions this is what is paving the way for Derdeka’s connection more than anything else.

Most of the connections you have had in the past with this entity have not been those in which there has been such a direct contact. The idea was to have an overshadowing, a benefit to your guides and helpers that would be more direct, benefit to people around you perhaps, an energy needed when things became dark or difficult or hopeless, that sort of thing. But in this life the deeper contact here can be one that can at times be sustaining, helpful, give you strength when it might not otherwise be available.

Lori: I read in your book that a person's sun sign indicates something from a past life. So, why am I am I an Aquarius?

Hilarion: This occurred toward the latter period of an important Atlantean incarnation so far as a number of other individuals were concerned. You had influence over a group, though not the leader of the group, still in a position of some authority. You were referred to in a word that would translate roughly as "Head Mistress." This was a leadership position that charted out two avenues simultaneously; the more spiritual and the more physical. These were to be brought into people's consciousness through movement, through dance, through the voice.

During this time period however, you became confronted with a series of obstacles. These obstacles laid for you the groundwork for many avenues of esoteric study that were to come in subsequent lifetimes. How to interpret various aspects of what society was struggling with. Issues of religion versus science, issues in technology and its appropriate utilization, issues of how people could accept their own higher spirituality, come to terms with their own sense of themselves.

You were in a position of leadership but you weren't actually leading. It was as if a thought form or an energy which was somehow available in your consciousness. It created a pattern, or a way in which people could relate to each other by your words, by your actions, by your movements, by the things that you taught others by various ways, this eventually was received, communicated to them and in filling out this vision, actually becoming a part of it, the people themselves grew. This was somehow satisfying, it enabled you to go on. There were as you are aware towards the end of the Atlantean epic many obstacles, some of physical nature that confronted the people there.

Some of these difficulties relating to discoveries in science and technology were not properly used. You had many ways of bringing questions and understanding to consciousness about this. Bringing new ways of working with these possibilities, but more importantly the sense that together people could do more. Together an establishment of consciousness could be placed.

This is one of the hallmarks of the symbol associated with Aquarius; the very idea that you can lead without leading, that energy could be established that you could launch, welcome, be a part of, but then get out of the way. Let it simply flow in its own way. As a result of this have a great deal of satisfaction, love, enjoyment, hope and have the sense that you had contributed something useful, beautiful, helpful and so on.

At the same time as knowing all of those energies there were some profound influences associated with the star Aldeberon. Here with the bringing together of many important new energies relating to the relationship of the birth of a new society out of some of the visions and ideas of the old society were made available to you. You were not always able to understand these visions or these ideas and you brought this to the attention and understanding of others.

To your dismay some of those things that you brought forth in innocence were misused. Used in ways that could not necessarily have to do with the underlying way in which you brought these initially, the way in which they could be ultimately helpful or beneficial to others. Although this was a message from the stars, it was that which was somehow to be interpreted by human beings. To be felt or known in some positive and helpful way.

The result of this was that some of the energies that you saw as having tremendous potential to birth a new society, was brought to you, through you, and of course to many others, yet ignored by society. Energy and understanding not only denied but in some cases used to cause harm or difficulty to the lives of animals and certain people.

During this time period there was for you the awareness and attunement to other lifetimes. Reincarnation was well known and understood. But, at the same time there were many blocks that were naturally placed when lifetimes had a strong emotional component.

Because the technology was fairly well developed in this phase, the opportunity to experience other lifetimes using entirely technological means was available to you and many other people. This showed you a lifetime, in fact several, in your future, from that time looking forward in time. You began to see some lives, where through superstition, fear, mere ignorance, because awareness of past lives within you was not present, you did not accept this at all.

That in those lifetimes there was as if a "shutting away" or denial of some of the enlightenment, understanding and even the technology that was available to you in Atlantis. This troubled you and you recognized that there would be times where you would eventually need to overcome that. It was not so much a window or vision into this life specifically but into the generalities similar to this and more recent lifetimes where you would consider some of your past life activities.

Lori: Why am I suddenly drawn to the theater? Was I a theater performer in the past?

Hilarion: Oh yes, many times. It has saved your life in some situations. In others it was somewhat dangerous. Bear baiting and theater was quite common in Elizabethian times.
And sometimes the crowds would go over to the bear and leave you alone. Those would sometimes be times that in your anger you would stride over to the bear and as you can imagine various troubles would ensue.

Earlier than this it was often a time in which you could earn food, be taken care of, have a sense of prominence, not theater in the usual sense, but entertainment, storytelling, helping others with their own issues, and so on. As with most of those activities in this life, which have a more profound influence, you can go back to the lifetime you lived in Atlantis to answer this. The essence of theater was understood at the time, a way in which a deeper aspect of expression was allowed to emerge as a powerful creative light. You felt great delight as a little child. You would turn it into stories and use it as inspiration for creative activities. When you grew older you recognized the pure energy would not be enough. The interesting thing about this that in your view, through your Atlantean lives, where you witnessed various aspects of theater, exploration of your creative expression of your connection to other people, you actually in Atlantis, sent energy, the feeling of that powerful light again, somehow to the future. The equipment or technology was not designed to do that. But your own sense of the connectivity, the bridge, the alignment, it is this energy which does indeed allow this to transfer.

This is the higher energy of theater. You have seen it many times when someone is in that beautiful, wonderful place. What the character had was a powerful message, something valuable for others to come through. It is that energy in its purest sense which was worked with in Atlantis.

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